will any1 ever understand hw i feel ??? some1 will say . " u didn't even say out ur prob , how u expect ppl to know " sometimes i realli don wish to burden frenz with probz of my own when they have theirs.


so all i can do ish to tell my blogg.


am i invisible ?? i dunno lorr . gave in so much . all i get in return ??? juz cold replies . i don even know where de relationship ish gg now. really dunno . if i don put in effort. there will be no love @ all . i put in effort. put in too much . all i get ish getting myself hurt & upset again & again.


is diz gg anywhr ??? am i considered as her bf??? am i ???????????????? her attitude 2wardz me. sometimes i feel tt im worse than being her fren. ish diz wad i deserve ????\\


im tired of wworking le . thought of quitting. can i ???? im realli tired. don realli like working in fe. im used to amk le . too used to it le. i realli feel like giving up le. should i ???



tt can get pay tmr morning . in de end ??? tt stupid thomas coming in de afternoon. why ????????????????????????????????????



discovering some1 who ish so selfish and self centred ish so scary ....